Wednesday, June 5, 2013

The Heart Doctor


“That first tent symbolizes the present time, when gifts and sacrifices can be offered; but it can’t change the heart and conscience of the worshiper.” Hebrews 9:9 The Voice

The heart, infinitely precious to God, can be so easily corrupted.  Jeremiah says,

The heart is deceitful above all things, and it is exceedingly perverse and corrupt and severely, mortally sick! Who can know it [perceive, understand, be acquainted with his own heart and mind]?”  Jeremiah 17:9 Amplified.

Why we do what we do only God knows. But if we ask He wills show us and the answer is not usually pretty. When I battle bad attitudes, yield to the same sins, or find myself absorbed with my own problems, no matter the symptom I can trace the source back to a problem with my heart. And that is what God always deals with.

God in His infinite wisdom moves past our symptoms and outward expressions of sin (the act) and goes straight to the heart condition that is causing the manifestation of sin in our lives. Which, I have discovered, is why being sorry for your sin isn’t nearly enough.  For example, if a married man commits adultery and then is filled with regret and professes that regret, the mere profession isn’t enough to restore him to his past relationship with his wife, because unless the heart problem that caused the manifestation of sin in the first place is dealt with, then the symptoms will just resurface again and again, as sorry and truly grieved as he may be.  No, what this man needs is an evaluation by The Heart Doctor. What he needs is go before the throne of grace and implore the Holy Spirit to search his heart, to reveal the problem, to heal him of this condition.

Many don’t. Many people walk around with sick hearts because they don’t like the taste of the medicine. It’s rarely easy and most often painful. Dressing a wound usually does cause pain. So many times it’s the idols in our lives that make us sick, our self-love, our little fleshy indulgences, and those things the flesh fights giving up.  Hebrews 12:11 put it this way:

When punishment is happening, it never seems pleasant, only painful. Later, though, it yields the peaceful fruit called righteousness to everyone who has been trained by it.  So lift up your hands that are dangling and brace your weakened knees. Make straight paths for your feet so that what is lame in you won’t be put out of joint, but will heal.”

“So what is lame in you won’t be put out of joint, but will heal.”  Daily I find I must go to the Heart Doctor. I must spend time asking Him to search my heart, daily I must wait before Him as He reveals to me the things that could make me sick. It hurts as I yield to God and submit to His will in matters where my flesh wants its way, but I keep focused on the prize; deeper intimacy with God and “the peaceful fruit of righteousness”.  It will mean changing the way you think about things and people, humbling yourself when you want to be exalted, forgiving when you want to punish, letting go of relationships that are toxic or unhealthy, giving instead of receiving, and so much more.. but oh the peaceful fruit of righteousness! What can compare to it?

“But the fruit of the [Holy] Spirit [the work which His presence within accomplishes] is love, joy (gladness), peace, patience (an even temper, forbearance), kindness, goodness (benevolence), faithfulness, gentleness (meekness, humility), self-control (self-restraint, continence). Against such things there is no law [that can bring a charge]. And those who belong to Christ Jesus (the Messiah) have crucified the flesh (the godless human nature) with its passions and appetites and desires. If we live by the [Holy] Spirit, let us also walk by the Spirit. [If by the Holy Spirit we have our life in God, let us go forward walking in line, our conduct controlled by the Spirit.]” Galatians 5:22-25 Amplified

This is my challenge:

“Let us go forward walking in line, our conduct controlled by the Spirit.”

And this: “So lift up your hands that are dangling and brace your weakened knees. Make straight paths for your feet so that what is lame in you won’t be put out of joint, but will heal.”

And a crucial part of that is daily visits with The Heart Doctor as He is the only One who truly knows my heart.